Me is back

Hellooooooo!!!! It's been a while since the last time I went on here. I am so sorry for not updating my blog (not like there's anyone that read them anyway but let's pretend there is). I have been busy because I was having my semester exam last November. Yep, 30 days of examination, (because I repeated a few paper). Anyway, I'm just here to say I'm back lol. Hope to be posting a lot more. See you soon x

Does it really affect you?

When you thought that person was there to lift you up but all they did was bringing you down.

Haven't been here for a while. Busy with my life, but I'm still lonely af. Need a company, to ease the pain I'm having. I have friends, but a boyfriend is something else you know.. wow I'm needy goddammit. That isn't the point of me making this post anyway.

I really can't wait to leave school. 3 months left and that's it. Will never meet racist scumbag that keeps complaining shit about me when it wasn't my fault. Will get away from student's discrimination that I have to face right now, which hurts me a lot as a student, emotionally. I learnt in this semester that I am the most fragile person ever,but I'm tough. I don't understand how it works though.

idk how this blog post is fun in any way or educational?? But if you're not happy about something and your friend told you to just bare with it, you should tell them to suck themselves because it doesn't work like that. But I have to bare with it for like 3 months until I could escape from this ultimate nightmare, SCHOOL.

Long gone, but I'm back.

Hello, yet again. Soz I was not updating anything, not that I lost interest or anything, it's just I have sooo much going on with my life right now (as if). Not really. I just ended my second semester in STPM last week, kind of and my third semester starts in like 4 days and I'm definitely am not up for that! 2 weeks off is just not enough for me to have a break, o well what can I say... Anyway, there's not much things happened in these last few month since that last post, honestly. Not that anyone read this anyway isn't it. This blog is just like a getaway for me to write, eventhough I don't write that much, which is such a shame! But I actually fit to my "life quote",if you want to say so. Thanks Dan Howell, I live through procrastination after you made that video. GAAAAH!!! This post is literally nothing I mean, there's no input at all. I am the worst blogger, if you want to call me a blogger, I don't think I am anyway. I will try my best to actually have some input in my posts. So I guess I'm done now, we shall see again soon, if  I remember. Goodbye x.

Still alive, but barely breathing

Yes, I haven't been on this blog for a while. Really long is it? No one reads it though. Lmao, I'm considering this as like a diary that no one would read, but if anyone is reading this, hello? It's me. (that is so lame excuse me). Anyway, I've always miss blogging. It's part of me. But life keeps making me drifting away from doing things that I've always enjoy. Writing. Well, at school I still do write, but not on topics that I really want to talk about. Currently in the 2nd semester of STPM. Yep, I'm still doing sixth form, quite surprised that I am still here. Alive, but barely breathing. I got my result for the 1st semester last February, let me say it wasn't too bad. I'm still going to repeat 2 subject which are Accounting and Economics. For this semester I had to do a course work, hahaha I'm bad at this. i'm the least organised person in the world and obviously course work isn't my thing. Let's not talk about school anymore. Let's just stop this. Oh well, this is the end, I have homework to do, not surprised at all. Haaaaa, goodbye. Anyway, I want to eat cheesecake. Cheesecake + Oreo = Eternity love = Blocked arteries. I love food. Currently DNCE // Cake By The Ocean is playing , you know me too well Spotify.

  P/s: the picture is taken from the internet, credit to the owner.

How hard our life could be?

Heyyy. I am finally back after like 3 months gone for good. Yes, I've already got my result for SPM and I would say it's not the best but it's not the worst. Also , I am no longer working as a part timer. Great experience I would say, I've learnt so much about life. Anywayyyy, I am taking sixth form( ew for you but i like it). I love it when people say " Ew, form 6? Your results must've been sucks" . You know what ? Yes. I did get an average result and I can't get my absolute fav course in university, but you know what I'm happy that I'm in sixth form and it's not as bad as it looks. You'll never understand until you're there. Sixth form sounds horrible, but anywhere is horrible to be honest. If you go to foundation or matriculation you'll get the same thing as well. No sleep. So I guess that is all for today, see you soon.

Road after SPM

Well hello everyone ? I think no one is reading this but anyway... I just ended my SPM.
Didn't get an excellent result,well that's all I could do. I'm so nervous thinking about my life after SPM. To be honest, this is nerve wracking. Can you even imagine making a decision that could change your whole life? Yes, I'm talking about university. I don't know what my passion is, all I know is procrastinate about my life. How sad ain't it? I don't know what I want to choose really . What I want to be or what I am capable to be... Everyone has a dream but not everyone's dream will be a reality and it saddens me. A lot. So what are you guys doing now? Probably searching for a suitable course I guess and if not well okay... Hahaha, I have no clue what I just write. Anyway, I think I am done rambling... Goodbye x.

I miss blogging

Greetings !

I don't think no one is going to read this anyway, but who the hell cares ? Guess what ? I am back on this blog ! Not sure how long will I be posting stuff on here, but I definitely do miss a lot blogging. As someone who loves to write, this is like my soul. I have been so busy with my life , I mean right now I only working as a promoter , not a big deal I'd say. No one really cares but I just thought I want to share it. Anyway I lost my password and that's why I haven't been on for a while. I am still figuring out how am I going to use this blog because the last time I used this was far in like 5 years ago. That is all i guess? See you soon with another blog post, or probably I may forgot the password again. Ha ! Here's a pic of a guinea pig (how cute is it ???)