Does it really affect you?

When you thought that person was there to lift you up but all they did was bringing you down.

Haven't been here for a while. Busy with my life, but I'm still lonely af. Need a company, to ease the pain I'm having. I have friends, but a boyfriend is something else you know.. wow I'm needy goddammit. That isn't the point of me making this post anyway.

I really can't wait to leave school. 3 months left and that's it. Will never meet racist scumbag that keeps complaining shit about me when it wasn't my fault. Will get away from student's discrimination that I have to face right now, which hurts me a lot as a student, emotionally. I learnt in this semester that I am the most fragile person ever,but I'm tough. I don't understand how it works though.

idk how this blog post is fun in any way or educational?? But if you're not happy about something and your friend told you to just bare with it, you should tell them to suck themselves because it doesn't work like that. But I have to bare with it for like 3 months until I could escape from this ultimate nightmare, SCHOOL.

Long gone, but I'm back.

Hello, yet again. Soz I was not updating anything, not that I lost interest or anything, it's just I have sooo much going on with my life right now (as if). Not really. I just ended my second semester in STPM last week, kind of and my third semester starts in like 4 days and I'm definitely am not up for that! 2 weeks off is just not enough for me to have a break, o well what can I say... Anyway, there's not much things happened in these last few month since that last post, honestly. Not that anyone read this anyway isn't it. This blog is just like a getaway for me to write, eventhough I don't write that much, which is such a shame! But I actually fit to my "life quote",if you want to say so. Thanks Dan Howell, I live through procrastination after you made that video. GAAAAH!!! This post is literally nothing I mean, there's no input at all. I am the worst blogger, if you want to call me a blogger, I don't think I am anyway. I will try my best to actually have some input in my posts. So I guess I'm done now, we shall see again soon, if  I remember. Goodbye x.

Still alive, but barely breathing

Yes, I haven't been on this blog for a while. Really long is it? No one reads it though. Lmao, I'm considering this as like a diary that no one would read, but if anyone is reading this, hello? It's me. (that is so lame excuse me). Anyway, I've always miss blogging. It's part of me. But life keeps making me drifting away from doing things that I've always enjoy. Writing. Well, at school I still do write, but not on topics that I really want to talk about. Currently in the 2nd semester of STPM. Yep, I'm still doing sixth form, quite surprised that I am still here. Alive, but barely breathing. I got my result for the 1st semester last February, let me say it wasn't too bad. I'm still going to repeat 2 subject which are Accounting and Economics. For this semester I had to do a course work, hahaha I'm bad at this. i'm the least organised person in the world and obviously course work isn't my thing. Let's not talk about school anymore. Let's just stop this. Oh well, this is the end, I have homework to do, not surprised at all. Haaaaa, goodbye. Anyway, I want to eat cheesecake. Cheesecake + Oreo = Eternity love = Blocked arteries. I love food. Currently DNCE // Cake By The Ocean is playing , you know me too well Spotify.

  P/s: the picture is taken from the internet, credit to the owner.